Embraced the moment when we were screaming LONG LIVE :) I was over the moon, into the galaxy and no words could express how I felt when I heard 1C! :) ITS MY LIFE :D So we hugged each other and it was a really sweet moment for us all :) I had quite a fun session with EDS mates ;) YAY :) So we're planning to do a dance battle, crossing my fingers it would all work out! :) So now, we'd be choreo-ing our dance soon enough! :D *excitedmax* :) Today, I learnt not to be over-competitive and over-ego. It's like the higher you expect, the more you come crashing down on you when it turns out the way you wouldn't want it to. So therefore, lesson learnt, appreciate the moment. Competitions is sincerely not about whether you win or lose. Its about what you feel and what you learn from the process of the competition. When you win, you are happy, no doubt, but so if you lose, do you just go sit down in the corner and cry just because you expected too much?! Always expect the unexpected, know where you stand, realise that you're not perfect, so am I. At least, I don't go to the extend of trying to be. Because, I am just happy to be who and what I am right now.
So, speaking of that, should I just treat you like that as well? You're drifting apart now. Its like I figured I'm not deciphering who you are, and I have to start all over. I tell myself its wrong. I tell myself its impossible. However, its indeed impossible to get my heart to listen to what my brain know is impossible. You're just another random person in my life. Just another random person I talk to. However, not just another random friend to me. Psh. Can you just please maintain how you were permanently. Stop changing how you act, changing how you text. Its just simply nerve-wrecking. Btw, reader, thanks for reading all this crap about my crap life which I just happen to love it :) <3
