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dream as you live forever,



live as you'll die today
10:08 PM
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Alot has been through me these days. I suddenly rmb all the things that I shouldn't rmb. It's like this time capsule safe-keeping the memories opening up all of a sudden. I just can't explain it. Whatever I do, it reminds me of you. Been thinking alot about how people aren't who they seem they are. The people whom I least expect to be boring and eww with zero interest level to me turns out to be amazingly interesting. Never judge a book by its cover. I learnt how important dance is to me. It's like everytime before a performance i would be freaking out and nerve-wrecked. However, when I start dancing it just comes naturally and nothing in the world seems more important. Through it all, I learnt how to ignore. It's just how people gossip about me. About my every move, how annoying, bitchy I am. But it all doesn't matter to me anymore. It's just meaningless to think about what they say. Just be who I am born to be. And that's good enough. It's unnecessary to please people. Bcoz, I wasn't born to do so. "When you grow older, you'd gradually find out that having a bunch of friends is meaningless, what's more important is a few friends that truly care about you, and is forever there for you". This is finally understood by me. It's just this natural instinct of mine to stop talking for a moment and just watch the people, my friends around me. I noticed the ppl surrounded with loads of friends, and those with just a few of them. Guess what, the group with a few of them produced much more laughter and smiles in comparison. This may be due to the fact that when you're with lesser people, you can sorta focus on them. Focus on what makes all of you common and friends. In a larger group on the other hand, you may just have another friend to lean on. However, if those few friends you have all build a strong rapport for one another, then, I don't see a reason for that. Never live with the thought that you have everything. And that ever ever after is just one wish away. Live knowing that you have to work for everything that you want in life. Things always happen for a reason. To be able to meet a person and have the person stay in your life also has a reason behind it. Even if that person is just another girl/guy, that person still has some significance to you. As just another bitch? Or another bestfriend for life you can keep? This is to be determined by you and only you. In this sense, it's all up to me whether i want to give you the chance and accept you. However, sometimes, I just can't do that. And I'm living with it.
To you reading, I hope you have found someone worth thinking about, some friend that thinks about you too :) <3 P.S. Thank You for reading my lengthy post. :)


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I'm Jocelyn :) I'm a devoted Swifty. Twihard forever :) Studying now, in beautiful Singapore. I can't stand bitches and crazily boastful people. To all my haters, I'm beautiful in my way, I was born this way :)
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